Incomplete from Backstreet Boys

"Incomplete"

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

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Today I'm listening to the selection of BSB, my favorite boy band from youtube.com
Their song full with emotions which cannot be share..hehehe...I'm growing with their songs. Why I choose this song..I don't know..suddenly I felt I want to post this lyric in my humble blog.

What's the story behind ? Just let me and Allah know..:D...
What can I say here..Yesterday was a history..Our life must go on..finally I already found someone can love me more than I thought. Thanks Love ,your presence really change my point of view in my life...:)

Marriage Season

This year I'm already turned to be 26.This number actually scare me.Why?The answer is becoz this year most of my friends are getting married. My mum and my grandma start to ask me when and who is my future hubby.I know they started to be worried neither me.

Before I start to tell more.. I would like to congratulate my friends Sabrina and Nizam(graduate same year with me on Feb 2004) finally they end up their long love story with a great and blessful wedding.Sorry guys cannot attend your weddings got something personal need to be settle,but no worries I already reserved both of you the wedding present.

Not forgetting my best friend, also the blogger Mohd Syahman already attended his 'kursus kahwin' today with his fiancee. He going to get marry by the end of this year. Of course my pray always be with your dear friend.

Hmm others..who also in the list..yeah my dearest friend friend Dyan and Pyan. Nice and happy go lucky couple.Always beside me when I'm in trouble. Already get engaged and also planning to start new life as husband and wife by the end of this year..Working hard for it to ensure the plan will be reality. Hoping can celebrate their special moment by this year.

Then who next? hmm the latest is Hairi Hafzi..My long- long time darling wannabe.Hehehe.. sound weird right? Ok I will tell a little bit about him. When I'm still studied in University we're very closed and almost to be couple.huhuhu..Eventhough both of us not destiny to be like other sweet couple, but had spend some few sweet memories together. I'm gonna missed those old sweet time with him . But nevermind I'm really happy he already find someone better than me. I'm always pray the best for him.:D

So now what about me????Hmm still looking for Mr. Nice guy.Found a few but already rejected them due to so many reason..Am i choosy?? I don't know..Maybe..This year there's a lot of thing in my mind, marriage, family matters, financial, housing, and driving license...huhuhu. I'm not sure this year I'm quite ready to be welcome in the 'marriage world' due to so many circumtances in my life.

So far I'm feeling bless , I'm on the right path of my carrier, at least I feel good about that.I get a lot of friends from diffrent background.I had widened my mind from being too conservative by knowing a lot of good friends from Facebook and my work place.

Marriage? I don;t think I'm ready yet for this year..Already got someone? Insya allah..if he meant for me, we will take our relationship to the next level, but for sure not this year.I hope he can understand in order to be with me.

The conclusion is, I'm happy my friends already found their true LOVE.For me I will let my destiny lead the way. I don't want to bother so much..

Gud nite KL..hope no more hazy morning tomorrow..

Sleepless Nite @ Pantai Baru & LOVE??

Nite already still cannot sleep..what to do?Actually I got nothing to share tonite..just being sleepless and a bit tired.Still looking an idea what to write tonite.Tomorrow another working day in my calendar.Need to mark on my table calender..
...yeah I got sumthing to share..sumthing about LOVE...why LOVE become the topic..oklah let's take a look 1st the meaning of LOVE before I start to share something about LOVE..walla get in from wikipedia page the meaning of LOVE..

Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction.(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love)

Really complicated don't you think so the DEFINITION above..For me LOVE something that unexpected, unbelievable, and also MAGIC.Also hard to explain verbally..that's come the magic..something cannot be explain but can be feel internally..For example a child Love his/her mother so much,can we see it?The answer is no,we can't ever or never see the LOVE nor touch it.Sound do great the LOVE sound. Some more example, the interesting one,I bet many people had gone thru this experience.Fall in love,the feeling is so fantastic ,bombastic plus some more PRICELESS.hehehehe.You can just feel deep inside your heart the LOVE start to spark,just by seeing someone that might be a stranger,good friends or sometime your truly hated enemy.Suddenly your heart melted seriously from the cold ice into water..

Truly MAGIC don't you think so. Oklah I don't want to write so much regarding this topic..because my eyes really cannot stand anymore..So, I got something to share about LOVE as below..have a read ..and enjoy ur love around you as long as you can.Below is Love from Islam perspective and I and also share a video from my favorite's singer Siti Nurhaliza "Tika Cinta" meaning "When in love". For me the most important thing as a Muslim LOVE to ONE GOD ..Allah is the most and the Rasul..Prophet Muhammad(SAW)

(taken from wikipedia)
In a sense, love does encompass the Islamic view of life as universal brotherhood that applies to all who hold the faith. There are no direct references stating that God is love, but amongst the 99 names of God (Allah), there is the name Al-Wadud, or "the Loving One," which is found in Surah 11:90 as well as Surah 85:14. It refers to God as being "full of loving kindness." All who hold the faith have God's love, but to what degree or effort he has pleased God depends on the individual itself.