Marriage Season

This year I'm already turned to be 26.This number actually scare me.Why?The answer is becoz this year most of my friends are getting married. My mum and my grandma start to ask me when and who is my future hubby.I know they started to be worried neither me.

Before I start to tell more.. I would like to congratulate my friends Sabrina and Nizam(graduate same year with me on Feb 2004) finally they end up their long love story with a great and blessful wedding.Sorry guys cannot attend your weddings got something personal need to be settle,but no worries I already reserved both of you the wedding present.

Not forgetting my best friend, also the blogger Mohd Syahman already attended his 'kursus kahwin' today with his fiancee. He going to get marry by the end of this year. Of course my pray always be with your dear friend.

Hmm others..who also in the list..yeah my dearest friend friend Dyan and Pyan. Nice and happy go lucky couple.Always beside me when I'm in trouble. Already get engaged and also planning to start new life as husband and wife by the end of this year..Working hard for it to ensure the plan will be reality. Hoping can celebrate their special moment by this year.

Then who next? hmm the latest is Hairi Hafzi..My long- long time darling wannabe.Hehehe.. sound weird right? Ok I will tell a little bit about him. When I'm still studied in University we're very closed and almost to be couple.huhuhu..Eventhough both of us not destiny to be like other sweet couple, but had spend some few sweet memories together. I'm gonna missed those old sweet time with him . But nevermind I'm really happy he already find someone better than me. I'm always pray the best for him.:D

So now what about me????Hmm still looking for Mr. Nice guy.Found a few but already rejected them due to so many reason..Am i choosy?? I don't know..Maybe..This year there's a lot of thing in my mind, marriage, family matters, financial, housing, and driving license...huhuhu. I'm not sure this year I'm quite ready to be welcome in the 'marriage world' due to so many circumtances in my life.

So far I'm feeling bless , I'm on the right path of my carrier, at least I feel good about that.I get a lot of friends from diffrent background.I had widened my mind from being too conservative by knowing a lot of good friends from Facebook and my work place.

Marriage? I don;t think I'm ready yet for this year..Already got someone? Insya allah..if he meant for me, we will take our relationship to the next level, but for sure not this year.I hope he can understand in order to be with me.

The conclusion is, I'm happy my friends already found their true LOVE.For me I will let my destiny lead the way. I don't want to bother so much..

Gud nite KL..hope no more hazy morning tomorrow..

The unforgetable 26th Birthday Moment.

I arrived about 12 o'clock at midnite.Slowly come out from the car and looked around.The building almost deserted ...Only few cars parking in front of the building.The lobby of the building quite huge.What can I see only 2 guys in uniform about 50metres far in front of me.

I start to walk and cross the huge lobby to the 2 guys with the uniform. They just stared at me when they start to realize I will seem to approach them. The place really quite at this hours..and also looks and sound a bit scary.

"En., saya nak tukar shift," both guys in uniform just nodded without saying a word.They seem to understand my purpose and allowed me to enter.I'm quickly walk straight to the lift..The area really look gloomy...But i just don't even bother.Quickly get myself into the lift.I push the button which stated 3.The lift closed very slow,and inside of the lift quite dark.That time I start to think something spooky..but then I just ignore the spooky imagination..

Once the lift open..I walk out and straight away looking to the signboard..showing Wad Kenanga B.Yes finally...I follow the sign I met my dad lying on the bed in the ward.I give him a smile and kiss his hand.

For the 1st time my dad and I really spend our quality time to talk each other..We've a chat,talking about my work, his illness,also a bit about my life and his concern about my others 2 little sister.I guess almost a few years I never eagerly wanna to have a chat with him due to something happens in our family..Make our relationship almost tear apart. I didn't even care or call him to ask how is he..only my dad willing to call and ask about me for years...

Now I start to realize everything or anything happen nothing can break the ties between the daughter and her dad.No Birthday present,no birthday wish...but the care he show...is enough to show how much he love me still..After we talked long enough I've to make my move that nite..In my heart the joy and the sadness had become one.Sad to see my dad condition...very ill and weak..happy for the 1st time in my life I had spend 26th birthday with my dad..I will never forget the moment forever.

Walk out from the hospital..I feel the half of missing part in my life already found..